dementedHOE

09:34 am: no no no i dont luv rocky "someone else" wrote that shit. i have to remember to call David to wake him up for work in a lil bit. watch me forget. april i cant believe that those fuckers stole our fucking confession room. blah blah blah uhm....hmm what was i gonna say. oh yeah. i went to rachel's house and watched amari, rafi, and adrian. awww my lil adrian, the shyest kid in the world, but seems to make an excption for me. how sweet, i love that kid he's adorable. oh april you have to go to the homecoming game on friday. i wanna go with angela and tiffany too. im bored. well i gotta go now...almost tutorial...i hate this class i really do. luv ya...

09:28 am: i havent written in this in hella deep. im at school its the only thing i can fuckin access on this damn computer. the school closed out everything. this sucks...i hate school. nothing really new lately in my life...im still with David, almost 2 months now. uhm me and Laron aren't really friends no more. angela i love you. april i love you. tiffany i love you too.ok i have nothing else to say yet...hi rocky i luv u

05:20 pm: go to my new thingy

http://www.xanga.com/Private/home.aspx?user=DementedHoe707

its a lot better. and i think i will actually write in this one

03:49 pm: who knows?
ok so today i wrote a damn story. april wrote me a letter and tiffy gave me kids tylenol lol. those are highlights. oh yeah and i cut my racecar in woodshop today and still have all of my fuckin fingers! i wonder if anyone even reads this shit!? my eyes are burning and i need a ride to the mall my mom's birthday is tomorrow and i had to order her fuckin ring. she always has to have jewelry she says that anything from us would be perfect yet if you dont get her wat she picks she holds it against you and i see that look in her face so yeah.going broke once more. cant go to nathans not"party" thing cuz i have to take my mom out. what can i say man.my abs hurt like a bitch right now. my fuckin phones being an asshole it keeps just turning off and being possesed and theres nothing i can do about it. i barely got to talk to david today.i'll just talk to him later though.tell me why my dad fuckin called me this morning to call becca and tell her to call mom tomorrow and wish her a happy birthday.how the fuck do i do that? that makes me feel rude!!!i hate that shit my dad always puts me in bad situations and im not even really talking about what he asked this morning.but yeah i guess i'll be going now i have homework and a nap and shopping to do in one night...

04:52 pm: to tiffany
Hey everybody. tiffy im glad i got to talk to you about that. it makes me feel like yeah i can help you after all the times you have helped me. i have unconditional respect and love for you! dont ever forget it. dont ever let anyone tell you that you arent a good friend. look at us, theres an awesome example. seriously through the years we have been through a lot. never forget that im soo proud of you. i really am. just looking back on some of the memories makes me want to cry. i envy you. sweetheart.youre beautiful. i dont care what "anyone" says. i back up all of your decisions with everything. i trust you soo much and you know me. i trust that anything you do is for a reason. i dont want you to feel pressured about anything ok. i love you soo much, through everything!

anyways today was a weird ass day other than that...

05:18 pm: first day as a junior
im at home freezing my ass off.i have a cold. april about whats hurting me...Laron is hurting me...Juan is hurting me... people in general hurt me because of things they say to me like people think i have no feelings anymore. well i do and please take it into consideration before you talk to me and decide to threaten me or anything.i feel like im getting sensitive but maybe its because im getting sick or something but yeah to everyone out there just stop hurting me. if you wanna hurt me youre fucked up!and if you try...i WONT give you the pleasure of knowing you got to me.but anyways school was ok i guess.i woke up all sick and nervous but it wasnt as bad as i thought.i guess i'll keep going. april i love you thanks for listening to me afterschool...

06:49 pm: hi everybody....no one probably checks this...i dont blame you guys its been forever...so i guess i'll just spit all out...Laron, my best dude friend, is pissed off at me and hates my boyfriend david. he wants to have a few words with him...but who doesnt now a days. i've been with him for a week and everyones like damn i dunno. if youre a guy and you like me or whatever and youre mad that i have a man...well all i have to say is that you had a chance to be honest i was single for quite a while...but yeah im not looking forward to going back to school. the desks hurt my ass! i went and got a free massage, the man told me to go to a chiropractor...now i guess i have to cuz he hurt me! i guess i'll go now

05:47 pm: im on the phone with Juan's cousin David....i was supposed to see charlie today and shit but it didnt happen...its ok though. im not looking for anyone right now you know im just doing my thing but its not like im turning anyone away...anyways... im gonna go now im on the phone...

04:46 pm: im bored and i have 3 loads of laundry to do cuz im going camping tomorrow in manteca...i dunno wat else to say... oh i saw charlie and he does NOT have a g/f not that it matters. oh and Albert ended up not calling me anymore cuz rachel called him and set him straight and its funny...the only ppl i talk to on the phone is Laron, juan, angela, april, rachel, and when im in trouble:my mom. ok im gonna go Laron's on the phone... Tiffany i really miss you...A LOT

01:30 pm: im so lazy that im taking a lot of what im about to type from the email i wrote Angela lol...i havent been up to that that much lately...i've been going to summerschool, right after that i went straight to tournament,which we lost, and came home and went out all week at night and at the same time went to drivers ed which i actually got through...then friday morning we went to vacaville and i took the permit test and you know how you can miss 8 well yeah i passed so i have my permit...today i think im gonna watch my sister and brother and tomorrow i think im going with rachel to church (big step) and at the same time meet albert the guy that i like now. he's 19 and he's rachels friend. yeah and me and charlie...well i saw him the other day and he said he cant be with me til hes 18 cuz his family's trippen but wateva i told him thas cool i guess but im not expectin him to wait for me and that i was tired of attracting guys that always have something like that wrong with them its frusterating lol. and i told albert about how im tired of attracting that and that im scared to get hurt with him and he told me he wont hurt me and all that stuff. its funny on the phone it'll get quite for a second then he goes...I LIKE YOU. lol! anyways im bored and i dont remember what else i was gonna say oh yeah i think i might drastically change my apperance so no one recognizes me hahahaha and i think im gonna go now ok buh bye